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awwss. i miss havin classes with you adding)=
but i styllz seen you at lunch or in the hall ways(=
lolz..aniways your styllz online while your soppuse
to be studing ehh..lolz..its all ryte its friday niways
you can do it 2morow----------_______-------------

--atteh

eyy cutiee
wat gwain
awww pssin da luv

Droppin you a 10

so yeah i actually WAS there for the mass
AND the time you came. i went up for the cross
too ! damn too bad i didnt see you. we should
do something soontime dontcha think ?
like old times. imissyou (=

how are you missay ?
i havnt seen you in two years.
but i heard you were at the mass
at like 3 for good fridai and i was there
too yet i didnt see you ! (:
- xoxo risa rei

wow, today was somewhat a good day? YESS, school tomorrow, which means i get that nice, long, reassuring, comforting hug that ive been longing for all day thanks for everything my lovely reetard i love you!

ommgg, ashleey its been A WEEK, it STILL hurts.. maybe even more than before. WHY cant i let it go?!

ashley ! (:

mm, i dont think he's moved on just yet. but if he did, then.. ouch uggh, at least we're still friends, right? he was always a good friend anyways.. haha. ohh, do you still remember my LJ password? if you do, go on it and read my private entries.. they show how im REALLY feeling.

OMMGAAH! ashley gawwsh damnit i miss you! im TRYING as hard as i can to catch up in school, YES i stopped hallwalking and i dont really miss it! but yeaa, shit ashley it hurtss soo much. you ALWAYS remind me about how happy i was, and YES i was so happy with him, happier than ever. and only YOU and richelle saw that. haha, its only the SHORT girls who understand me, did you notice?! but yeaa, gawsh, i miss him.. but he's good with everything, so i'll have to LEARN to deal with it eventually.. and i know you wont rest until everything is good with us again, and i would be the same way if you were in MY position. but you shoulda' seen what he said.. he's okay with all this, and beesides, 'its for the best' ..? right now im not completely understanding, but im TRYING. and im still not done crying about all this but i WILL learn to deal with it. but whether or not i have to hide behind my fake smile, i know that right now he's ALL I WANT. and that doesnt exactly work in my favour cause he's not feeling the same way.. so its only ME who's feeling like this, which makes it that much worse. i know he was NOTHING like matthew, or alster (or rj) and because of that, i think its gonna take me LONGER to get over this one.. but eventually i WILL get over him, and thats when i will stop crying, and i'll be happy again (or at least content) and right now, thats where im trying to get at, cause im TIRED of crying myself to sleep, i DONT wanna do it anymore.. PLUS, its bringing red circles around me eyes :/ but yea.. i will get over him eventually.